I would say that I have. Recently the one I love has set me free to be me and learn and really find myself. To not let anything upset me like it used to and really let go of my issues. We came to the conclusion that I can’t do that if we’re together. It really is something I need to do on my own. To give up someone you love so that they can find themselves and find their own happiness- to be truly happy with themselves- is one of the most selfless acts anyone has ever done for me. And I respect him so much for that. So knowing the reasons that he gave me up has given me such peace. I feel ready to take on my future and live instead of just surviving. He has given me that freedom I needed and now I feel ready for everything that I need to do. I have my career and my life plans ready. My friend said that the universe may have a different plan for me but I know now that it’s for me to heal so I can give a love that’s whole and not plagued with insecurities and punishments. I realise now how much of a truly amazing person he is. And I can’t wait to make myself and him proud. Even if we never end up together again, he has done the right thing by me and for that I couldn’t be more thankful. So it has set me free and I now know that the only thing that can save me is myself and doing the things that make me who I am. Exploring the world, making the most of my life and living. Not just surviving. Confronting my issues and letting go of them. So yeah, I’ve found what saves me :)
And for now- it’s Freedom.
My personal blog has a password on it I’m afraid! And I can’t remember what it even was! So only I can access it! If you could tell me how to chance the password and message me off anon I would be more than willing to give it to you :)